When the melody goes mute...

Not like i actually want to 'tackle' my problems n all, i was just missing my blog.

Honest.

er..

Ok im confused. I feel stupid, immature and weak. If i go through my diary, this 'list' of emotions im feeling all at the same time has been made a couple of times before... not pleasant. Theres something lacking. I know what it is, i just dont know how to get it. And its soo frustrating.

(ok, breathe)

Imagine, its in your hands, k.. and only u can do something about it, and u want to, u need to, but ur just holding it in your pink palm and staring at it...