i came to wilson with alot on my mind. hopes. ideas. dreams. mindsets. values. emotions. everything. it was a new start. time to 'grow up'. i can easily say that 2009 was one of the worst years of my life. but i learnt so much... i guess that IS why i learnt. fybmm at wilson was more exciting than i could imagine. i knew there would be projects. but they were alot more challenging than i anticipated. i knew id be establishing new relationships. but they went alot deeper than i thought they would. i was ready to tackle the world, confident and positive. but i dint know that i would absolutely lose myself.
everytime you go through a bad situation, u think that things cant get any worse. but just like a hindi soap, when things look a teeny-weeny but promising, it all comes crashing down, worse each time. and after a million times of reassuring yourself of your strenght to get through, you finally just want to collapse. desperate measures. where self respect is that kid in class who you only make fun of and dont bother with otherwise.
but then the year ends. brilliant timing. if i had to stretch this term for another day id be beating up the poor kid, the one who represents self respect.
sorrowful disgusting pity. yuck.
so as much as i want to remain an FY, i cant wait to start over.these are the holidays that iv been aching for. it hurts to say goodbye to this academic year and all its components cause its filled with amazing memories. but id rather lose every memory of it than go through it again.
time to find myself again. the strenght, confidence and respect. so cheers to a new friggin begining.
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1 comments:
loved it........especially the part about the kid who represents your self respect. shockingly mean, but very true-we all do it!
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